The Burn of the Aftertouch
MUSCLE MEMORY – PART VII
They don’t warn you about the mornings after.
Not the hangovers or the regrets—the other kind. The ones that feel unfair. The ones that arrive too soon, wrapped in sunlight and warmth, asking you to make sense of something before you’re ready to name it.
We like to believe that big moments announce themselves. That crossing a line feels dramatic. Obvious. But sometimes it’s quieter than that. Sometimes it’s just waking up next to someone and realizing the world still exists—and you don’t know how to step back into it without leaving part of yourself behind.
The body remembers things the mind hasn’t caught up to yet.
And once it does, there’s no pretending you didn’t feel it.

In the last installment of Muscle Memory…

Morning always came too early, but this morning—it felt unfair. The sunlight streamed in with the kind of softness that made you want to pretend the rest of the world didn’t exist, not yet. Not when I was tucked against his chest, our legs tangled under his comforter, our skin still warm from where we’d found each other over and over in the dark.
